true sight

we all came from all parts of the globe

so different we saw nothing in common

pride and prejudice

we were not ready to sit down and see

see the similarities we shared

obvious differences overrode

the mere presence of the hidden bond

pushing through the differences

we fought to stay together

knowing we were doing it not for each other

but just cause we needed to

however, the ice have slowly melted away

and we saw how blinded we were

how the days have combined us

so tightly we're attached

by heartstrings and pulses

now, every surge and tug

i feel deep inside

for i know how they feel

for i truly see them

end

the water ahead looks choppy

the wind ahead feels strong

the air suddenly becomes thick and heavy

pulling all oxygen away from me

surrounding me,

the others turn into vultures

prowling and circling me

ready to pounce and attack

ready to flee and pull away

i pull as hard as i can

surging forward i don't look back

can't afford to, i must look ahead

focused and ready to dispense my strength

the race hasn't end

for this is just the beginning

we aren't winners

we aren't losers

not till the end of ends

worlds apart

it seems i know nothing about you

and you nothing of me

we could be so different

we're like fire and ice

we could be so similar

we think the same things

but we'll never know

because we're worlds apart

sure

when you were so sure

you had no problem believing

when you were assured

you had no worries about betrayal

when you start to doubt

you begin to wonder

when you start to lose faith

you begin to ponder hours on end

when you start to fall through the cracks

you know that it's all over

history

there was a time when i thought i was invincible

and when i thought my room was the ultimate playground

there was a time when i thought i was indestructible

and when i thought my mom was my super hero

there was a time when i thought i was super awesome

and when i thought that the television was a magical black box

times have changed

and i've evolved;

forced to conform into what i must

it was such a sweet past

escape

when a book draws you away

you know you have gone over to the other side

you get lost in fiction

because you rather be there then be here in reality

this happens when reality is just too cold and harsh

to understand and withstand

you know your smile would at least be real

then the forced kind you make in this world

unruly and unkind

you retreat into the desolate world of words

and turn your back to the barren land of feelings

leaving behind all hope and disappointment

to be contented by the plain sight of words

and made up fantasy

savouring the lies of writers

and tricked into oblivion by the paragraphs of beautiful literature

blinded by the illusion of hope and desire

habouring yet another bundle of pure bliss

and fall into the traps yet again

eye candy

it started out as a feast for the eyes

how perfect your face seemed

there were no sparks

nor were there feeling

just the silent glee of seeing you

but she got greedy and wanted more

what was just an innocent infatuation

slowly turned into more

the sight of you excites her

the sound of you intrigues her

she feels the warmth spreading across her body

and the perfect face seems to glance right pass her

oh how she craves to be noticed

looked at and loved

by you